A path to self-discovery.
The last couple of months have been mind numbing. I’ve been trying, and my I add with little to no success, to seek for a way to calm the chaos that is my mind. I’m planning a wedding and all the stresses that come with it, I want to become a successful investor, become a photographer, become a youtuber, start a podcast, start streaming on Twitch, be Instagram/Twitter/Facebook famous, travel the world, have a white picket fence on an off the grid ranch, go off-roading with my mates, make a hobby of building trucks, become a writer, eat healthier and on top of all that I want to perform Iron mans, triathlons, become an endurance athlete, all while trying to grow the company I currently work for. All these thoughts have been racing and crashing inside my head, it is both a blessing and a curse. I feel as if I have been sleeping for the past 10 years of my life, and someone just ripped a blindfold from my eyes, and I now I’m seeking who I am or in other words, who I want to